Thursday, May 29, 2008

Blessed in chaos

Sometimes, amidst everything, school, work, studying, and ministry, we get lost with our relationship with God. Questions come up, what am I doing? What’s my purpose? Even, the condemning questions and thoughts, “God, I’m trying and I’m striving, but I’m still a failure. I’m not seeing anything happen” My heart aches wrestling with issues of insecurities and doubts, trying to win over God’s affection back to me.

Then He simply whispers in the stillness, “I love you for who you are and nothing else”.

Everything else suddenly fades.

Thank you God
















Jeremy Camp - I Still Believe

“Scattered words and empty thoughts
seem to pour from my heart.
I've never felt so torn before.
Seems I don't know where to start.
But it's now that I feel Your grace fall like rain
From ev'ry fingertip, washing away my pain

'Cause I still believe in Your faithfullness.
'Cause I still believe in Your truth.
'Cause I still believe in Your holy Word.
Even when I don't see, I still believe.

Though the questions still fog up my mind
with promises I still seem to bear,
Or even when answers slowly unwind,
It's my heart I see you prepare.
But it's now that I feel your grace fall like rain
From ev'ry fingertip, washing away my pain.

Well, the only place I can go is into Your arms
Where I throw to You my feeble prayers.
Well, in brokenness I can see that this was Your will for me.
Help me to know that You are near, yeah,

'Cause I still believe
'Cause I still believe
'Cause I still believe
'Cause I still believe
I still believe.

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